I'm 18 years old. I attend Jeff State. I really do love it there. I'm a business management/ accounting major. I am a christian and a lot of my views on life come from that.
I'm single, and will probably be that way for a while. I do date though, just nothing too serious. I just got out of an almost 3 year relationship. His name was Jeremy and we have been friends for about 5 years. We still talk. Sometimes it is hard. He was my support for so long. Throughout high school he pushed me where no one else had. It helped me become who I am today. I wouldn't have ran for any kind of leadership roles if it were not for him. Those leadership roles played a big part of my high school career. He always believed in me, even when no one including me did. But as we grew older our goals changed. He turned 21 and now all of a sudden wants the party lifestyle, which is fine with me if that's what he wants. It is hard for me to put into words what he has meant to me for so long. I know how I feel about him, but I don't know if I could allow myself to be with him again one day. He wants to talk, he says he wants to get back together someday, I don't know. It is a sore issue right now. But I put it all in God's hands.
Which brings me to my next point. I am a christian. I do not attend church regularly. I do read the Bible daily and pray. I have values that I hold on to no matter what. I do NOT condemn anyone who does not see eye to eye or that practices anything that I do not agree with for myself. I do not believe in abortion, but whether it is illegal or legal, people are going to find ways to do it, some worse than others. I do not partake in sex before marriage. It has split up a couple of my relationships and well that's fine. It is something I chose to do along time ago.
I like almost everything. I'm always up for something new. I love the outdoors. I'm not afraid to get dirty by any means. I like 4-wheeling, playing sports, hunting, etc. I do like the indoors as well. I love watching football. I am an Auburn fan. Any college football game is good with me. I love reading, but I don't find much time to enjoy it. I've been known to play a video game or two. I'm really bad at them though, especially guitar hero. lol. I love hanging out with friends. I've always said I don't have best friends because of the drama, but I think I have had one without knowing it. Her name is Stacy. I love her to death. She is my dinner date most of the time and she doesn't like anyone to take her place. She is a speed demon and hence the nickname "Tokyo Drift". She has got her way out of many tickets. But it is an adrenaline rush, so I don't complain TOO much. lol.
I do not get too close to people. I have a HUGE wall around my heart. I don't let many people in. I've been hurt bad in the past by friends and family. (that's another topic all together). That is why I partake in the "don't have best friends, just have alot of friends". I hide my emotions. I try my best to be a happy person. If I am depressed or something, most likely you won't know it. Most people can not tell if I am hurt or if there is something truly wrong with me. Currently there are only 2 people who can tell if there is something wrong, even if I'm smiling. Those 2 people are my mom and Jeremy. You have to really know me, which may take some time. Most people don't stick around that long.
That's about all I feel like writing. So just ask if you want to know.
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